haven’t done anything in like a week on here but i have to vent 

i’ve actually been really happy the last two months i have no idea why but seriously besides my happiness, i’ve just been really insecure like it’s horrible. insecurity is literally eating me alive, it’s my every thought. i could say the right thing and then just question it because i have zero confidence. idk how to even make this right or get better but i’m gonna do whatever it takes.